Are You Still Searching For the Fastest Current in Life?

When I first started my company, I was on a high. Iprosperity and love and times of scarcity and aversion.
had left my corporate job, was working for myselfThe older brother suffered greatly in the times of
and doing what I loved. I stopped going against myscarcity, bemoaning his terrible luck, even getting very
own inner current and instead began to swim with it.close to selling his gold ring.
With each new client, life became easier and muchOne day the younger brother began to wonder why
more fun. When I first started my company, I was on ahis wealthy father had saved such a plain, worthless
high. I had left my corporate job, was working forsilver ring. He took it off and examined the inside. It said
myself and doing what I loved. I stopped going against"This too shall pass." He suddenly understood why his
my own inner current and instead began to swim withfather had valued the ring - it reminded him not to get
it. With each new client, life became easier and muchtoo attached to times of wealth and not to suffer so
more fun.much in times of scarcity. Everything, good or bad
After a few months, I was totally addicted to mywould come and go. It was all a part of life's process.
"high". I wasn't prepared for what came next, thatThe younger brother did not suffer through life like his
inevitable low. I went through a tough stage of havingolder brother. Instead, he found a sort of peace in
trouble finding clients and facing some tough personalaccepting both the positive and the negative.
issues. And I kept thinking that somehow I had justAs I was listening to this story, my legs tired and sore
missed my current, that if I just kept looking I would findfrom eight hours of meditation, I suddenly realized that
the fastest stream and get back into it. There had tothere is no fast current in life like the one I had
be some middle current that was really fast, and if Iimagined.
stepped into it, life would always go the way I wantedThere is no consistent way to make everything go
it to go.exactly the way you want it to go. You can't work
Before I left for my ten day silent meditation on Juneharder, love more people or make more promises to
25th, I was still looking for that really fast middle current,ensure that everything will always be OK.
and it was ever more elusive to me.My fastest current has a new definition now, it is now
One of the stories that I learned on the retreat, goesabout accepting what life brings my way, and not
something like this. Two wealthy, royal brothers wereresisting the situations that challenge me. It seems like
left with a box after their father died. The boxcommon sense, but it can be the hardest principle I
contained one gold ring, ornate with gems andknow how to follow. Resistance can be much easier
diamonds and one plain silver ring. Being smart andthan acceptance.
greedy, the older brother quickly seized the gold ringIf you too are still looking for that inner fast current
for himself, claiming that because he was older hewithout success, perhaps try a few minutes of deep
deserved it. The younger brother settled for the plainbreathing in the midst of it all. Realize that no matter
silver band.how painful, this too shall pass.
As the years went by, both brothers experiencedDon't worry, you won't be alone. Somewhere out
great highs and lows in their lives, times of greatthere, I'll probably be doing the same thing.